innocent like just an angel.

2003-08-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

alphabatical order
*you never fail to put a smile onto my face.
alph: the sweetest kor ive ever knew, hav known, n always will be. thought ur suan-in can get over board at times. u never fail to cheer me up when i m down. listenin to my silly nonsense n always givin me the best advices tht anyone could ask for although i may not be a very good mei. ure a rare gift from heaven. wont know wad to do without you. *3 cheers for korandmei. ilu. *mwakk.
audrey: lp pppppppp. hahas. you've been more and more bitter each day. you know wht im talking abt. so u know wht to do to make me think tht ur sweet again. hahas. okies. anyways. thanks for always lending me ur compass and earser and giving me fullscape. hahas. love yah. +kissy.
bingyao: never whld i forget wad a great partner you are. altough u forgot my birthday last year! so better not forget it this year kays. hahas. thanks for everything and all those late night talks, silly crappin ard and sharing ur secrets. +ahems. u still hafta do tht now kays. lolls. u take care of urself. dun be come as chaota as an indian alrights. study hardd ! :). *huggs.
clarissa: mummy dearest! hahas. 2nd yr anni coming alr. all the best wishes to you and wilson. :). if theres anything i'll be here to hear them alrights. +mwakk. love ya loads.
denise: silly dear girl. muimui laopo. hahas. sch have started but tht doesnt mean we wont go out anymore or not communicate yea. dont wanna lose someone tht mean so special to me in my life. hees. takkaire truckloads of yourself dearie. cause we still have a long way more of friendship ahead of us. :). love you tons dearr. :). i'll always be there for you no matter wht kays. +huggs n kisses. +gods gift from heaven.
elizabeth: jieeee ! havent talked to you for ages. hohos. oh wells. must catch up one day yea. anyways. just wanna let you know tht ur mei loves you yea. :). takkaire lots. *huggs tight.
elsa: glad the air has cleared between us. anyways. you're really one hell lot of a cheerful girl with a witch laughter. hahas. cant wait for the nxt league camp to sing all the lilcutelovey church songs together again. hehhs. but for now its mugging time for us. take gd care of yourself. love you. *huggies.
eugene: sppp ! hahas. bigg thanks to you for all the crappiest, silliest, lameness, stupidness nonsense u hav to bear with. :). im a gd consultant here for you yeahh. takkaire ! *huggiees.
gina: my ms. prettier ! ure sucha prettier. hahas. thanks for all the comforting last time although i seldom talk to you now. but if theres anything you can always count on me. :). love u girlie. *mwakk.
iylia my crocodile. glad tht we're talkin again. *bigg smiles. thanks for listening to all my lameass nonsense. hope everything goes fine for you. takkaire load. *huggs.
jamie: woahh wee. havent gone out with you for a long long time. hahas. but netball's always a bonding session for the both of us. hahas. so do come for training always yeah. love ya gurl ! *smuacks.
jia: just wanna say a bigg thanks to you. you hav always been there for me for everything. every single thing. sorrys for all the pinches. but tht doesnt mean i'll stop! hahas. all the best to the both you ur. :). *biggcuddlyhugg.
kahyee: baobeii. the one the cheats on me 9824567986 times. hahas. oh wells.
kervin: ptbb ! :). although i seldom talk to you or see you nw. besides church. i know tht u'll always be here for me if i need you. :). thanks for being sucha great friend. play hard n study hard. take gd care of yourself ! :). *huggiees.
ling: my dahLING ! teehees. great thanks for all the rubbish u hav to tolerate from me. n thanks for being there for me with a listening ear. n the advices given. ur jus simply a dear. :). *mwahh. love you madly.
mun whye: u full of nonsense partner ! i simply jus hate ur laughter. ur sillyness. u lameassness. buttt. i cant live w/o them. n most imptly you ! hees. dun bully him soo much yeah. altough i always gang up with you ! =x. hahas. ur 2 better last long. cos im considered ur match maker ! hehes. love u lots girl. *muackies.
norman: havent known u for tht long. but. jus wanna thank you for listening to all my troubles. tht shows tht ur sucha blessed friend to have. :). love yaa budd. *cuddlyhuggs. jus remember: "as you sit in wonderin silence. i'll be ur shoulder to cry on till ur tears run dry. burdens are lighter when carried by two. i jus want you to know i'll be here for you! "
peizhen: my tigger boo. thanks sweetie for the star u made for me. :). hehes. i'll always keep it in my wallet. :). teehees. anyways. u take good care of urself kayys. seeyas in schh. *biggtighthuggs.
petrina: fbbb. *mwakks. ur sexaye voice better come back. so u can be my sexaye again. hees. oh wells. get well soon alrights girl. im always here to pour out all ur sorrows yeahh. love you fbbb !
sebastian: wad can i say? the ohh soo sweet pandaa. though we aint close. butt i know tht u'll be there for me no matter wad. :). *huggs. im so glad tht ive got to know sucha fiends like you. :). hees. all the best for o's yeah !
sonia: ma dearie ! u n nic r sucha swtt swtt couple. :). gd luck in everything. esp dance. :). loving u lotsies girl. tc of urself ! n treat him well. hahas.
tania: my supposedly lesbo partner ! hahas. we shall go highh on air like we did at novena square. hahas. goshh. talking abt tht place still rem. wad i did to emily. whoops. =x. hehes. anyways. hope ur enjoyin poly life. hees. love ya ! *mwahh mwahh.
wynnie: u full of crapp girl ! hahas. oh wells. but ur lameass crappiness always puts a smile upon my face. dun be too stressed out. jus study hard n it'll take you where you wan to. all the best girl. *sprinkles lucky sugarrs on ya. :). *huggs.
yiyan: the swtt swtt jie. oh wells. hope uve been gd. hope to seeyas tmr in ij. :). havent seen u for ages. n yupps. good good luck for ur promos. ive faith in you alrights ! :). *smwack.
zena: my shifuuu ! remember our deal yeah. we'll go bowling everyday aftr u silly o's. sighhs. nxt yrs my turn. scareds. *hides at one corner. love all those crapping nonsense we had. hees. *bigggshifutudihuggs.
to all those ive left out. doesnt mean tht ur forgotten yeah. love ya all ! *huggstoall. :).

2003-07-12T14:18:00.000+08:00

heyas pple. ive moved.

2003-07-09T18:24:00.000+08:00

okie doks. this bad bad bad. oks. im gonna back off. i rather it be me getting hurt then the both of ur. oks. sighs. friendship probbies again. but not the same person. bahh. but i guess it'll be fine. jus a lil misunderstanding.

2003-07-09T18:21:00.000+08:00

wee. oks. i havent updated for exactly 1 wk. hahs. too busy. blah blah. so shld just write briefly.
wednesday
had pe. then aftr sch ate pizza. courtesy of jo teo n lee yoke teng. +). thennetball !! hees. fun fun fun. ran ard the whole sch. tiring. then had ball work. hehes. so sad we didnt play a game. bahh. nvms. guess whld play nxt wk. *prays very hard. +).
tuesday
went to twn with ling mun clar jia kervin. clar left early. ate at marches. my fav caramel banana crepes. yummilicious. +). ate rosti also. n wedges. then walked ard. n went to eat again at yoshi. hahas. then slacked. went home. slacked. n ate my dinner. hahs. felt like a total pig man.
monday
went to sentosa. alrights. the sun was. +). damn shiok. FINALLY got tanner. hees. +).
sunday
ij carnival. rocked man. +). realised tht its more fun to plan blah blah for a carnival then go to one. although its so tiring n all. yupps. ached like shit aftr tht but. fun fun fun. wheee.
saturday
went to sch to set up the props for my games n everything. then trim my hair. +). then went for cath class. aftr tht mass. then went to momos hse to help cook the food. +). im so nice. hahs. but yeah. they helped me alot too. smwacks to my sweeties. +).
mon-fri
slack slack n more slack! hahas. cos of carnival. so all we did was plan n make blah blah for carnival. a lil lessons here n there. hahas. +). nice wk.

2003-07-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

oks. im quite pissed at someone. grrrs. stupid bitch. oks. sch was fun. except for her. epps. wells. like the whole wk of sch has been so slack cos the carnival is sun. everybody must come yeah. +). well. stayed back aftr sch with ling mun clar pet to do the props. boy m i proud of it. +). hees. oks. me did this really hugs coconut tree. n really i mean h-u-g-e. hahas. oks. silly me. joke of the day got a ride from kunna (tcher) aftr tht. hahs. shes so nice i tell u. she was going to her car with her daughter n we asked her if she could give us a ride. n it was like 7 of us. lols. so she was like oks. sure. if u can fit i'll just drive. shes oh so nice i tell you. i mean i din think tht she agree to it. hahas. alrights. so she drove us dwn to novena square. on the way there was so many many pple. so malu! hahas. the worst thing was getting outta the car. omg. was damn funny. we couldnt stop laughing the whole time. even her daughter n mrs kunna. +). went to eat pizza hut at united square. bitch n gossip more abt pple. whoops. =X. good past time yeah. hahas. oks. went home. n guess wad. there was more pizza. hahas. +). dahLING: i love you many many !! hoped you had lotsa fun today. +). cant wait to see you tmr. n bitch n gossip more. hees.

2003-07-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

sch. had some talk on the carnival shit. ass pain. *ouch. oks. aftr tht went to alph hse to collect the stupid 1.5L bottles for games. got 4 from him. oh yeah. poor thing. hes running a fever. oks. then aftr tht went to meet kervin to collect summore bottles. i got. erms. 7 from him. hahs. oks. going home was shit. i was carrying those 11 1.5L bottles in this box. *gosh. swear i look like one hell of an idiot. =|. =|. oks. met mummy at novena. went with her to fill petrol. then she brought me to newton to eat oyster omelette. *yummilicious. hees. x). oks. i tink im cheering up nows. feeling better then yest. *stomach growls. oks. gonna pig out now.

2003-06-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

sighs. wad did i do wrong in my previous life? oh wells. =|. i tink im making more n more mistakes in my life each day. sighs. i dun even know wad im doing now is wrong or right. oks. n im screwing up every single thing in my life. =|. first is tht. oks. mayb i really did make the wrong choice. but its kinda late turning back now. or it isnt? sighs. i dunnos. its just full of question marks in my head now. =|. n carnival. wad the shit. i havent even got the stuff i needed n like wad its this sun? sighs. *prays hard jo teo doesnt scold me. yah yah. like tht whld help. she'll most prob swcre me upside dwn. sighs. oks. i shall jus go and slp ! thts if i can. oh wells. =|.

2003-06-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

sch was alrights. kinda slack. first hugg of the day was from my baobei. hees. u wont be reading this but yahs. baobei i loveee youuu! *mwah. hees. had a few lessons here and there. something bad bad happened. but yahs. shant talk abt it. sighs. i still miss *you. =(.

2003-06-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

oks ~~3 wks~~ passes really fast. hols are gonna be gone real soon. oh wells. sighs. wad hols i got. havent got my tann. din touch my books. besides a maths tuition hw. talking abt tht ive got tuition tmr. sighs. wad a day. gonna hav monday blues. epps. takkaire peeps.

2003-06-29T15:48:00.000+08:00

oks. i couldnt slp last night. was tossing n turning. =|. i took nearly 2 hrs to fall aslp. so i fell aslp at ard 4am. epps. sighs. n i woke up at 11:15 today. dunno why i couldnt slp n woke up so early. =|. smths wrong with me. oks. i just ate the first meal of the day. haas. was too lazy to get food. so stayed in the room the whole day. im sucha piggie. whopps. hahas.

2003-06-29T01:31:00.000+08:00

went for sunset mass. mummy kinda got annoyed at my sister n i cos we talked throughout mass. hahas. got the pic from jia tht is gonna be needed for ipw. well. shld be going to slp soon. feeling kinda giddy. =|. =|.

2003-06-28T16:53:00.000+08:00

oks. i slpt for 12 hrs. hahas. piglet me. but thts due to the deprived of slp for e whole wk. so thts no piggie. +). hees. oks. din go out today. n wont be goin out. sucha good girl. hees. +). +).
currently:
1. listening to bryan adams - summer 69. just finished. will young - dont let me down.
2. drinking caramel ice blended mocha. mmms. *licks lips.
gonna do my last min hw now. chao. +).

2003-06-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

been too tired to update my blog. alrights. played badminton today. then swam. hoped i got tanner. although there was like no sun. sighs. silly me. there was this cute lil chubby boy there. hes so damn cute man. hahas. +). silly me. oks. ive got totally no stamina. havent had a proper swim since god knows when. a year. or maybe even more then tht. glad tht ive got more muscles now aftr the swim. i hope. hahas. showered n went to j8. ate my fav old chang kee curry puff again. mmms. +). slacked at mos. walked ard. met my partner for awhile n gave him his beautiful present. hahas. hoped he liked it. got wad he owes me. +). +). but mmms. he still owes me more? hahas. im sucha greed. =X.
thursday
met up for ipw. went to sch n woah there was no camera for us when we booked it. they loaned out all the cams. like wtf. arghs. wasted trip. n made me wake up so early was so damn tired. sighs. made our way dwn to bugis. ate my fav old chang kee curry puff. *yumms. wacthed charles angels 2 which jia paid for our tics. sucha sweetie. +). +). not too bad a show. but i tink it whld hav been nicer if there was more fighting. found it too short i guess. somehow. hahas. silly me. +). i still think finding nemo is the best show ever. +). hehes.
wednesday
sighs. i couldnt get a tann again. quite pissed. went to sentosa but it rained cats n dog. was freezing like hell. brrrr. oks. when it wasnt so heavy. swam. built this sand turtle. cute. hahas. cycled. after sucha long long time. luckily din crash into anything. *phew. had sucha long queue in the toilet when we wanted to bathe. waited as if until the cows came home. =|. aftr tht in which we headed dwn to this chicked rice stall opp novena church. hees. talked abt the weirdest food eaten. n omg. jia eats cold durian with rice. *yuckks. walked hm aftr tht. +).

2003-06-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

sighhs. i'm oh so lying that im fine. =|. oh wells. many many things are going through my head right nows. sighs. but i guess i'm too tired to think. shall go sleep soon. blog abt wad happened today tmr. nights pple.

2003-06-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

went to jurong with mun n jia to swim today. funnn. love the "wave pool". u can stay in it the whole day n the "waves" whld just push u along. +). we call it the lazy pool. hahas. makes lotsa sense rights. +). oks im crazy. rained n there was lightning halfway. so they chased everybody outta the pool. so we decided to leave. headed down twn in a cab. met my partner for like 5 mins? then he left. but at least i got wad he owed me. +). oh yahs. partner: are you still paying it back in interest? whoops. =X. sabo n his gf came to meet us. then sabo drove us all down to bishan. walked a lil then went home.

2003-06-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

took it from my lil miss cute.+).
i try: too hard
i know: nothing
i want: to be happy
i wish: you were here with me
i hate: hurting
i miss: you
i fear: obstacles
i hear: my heart breaking
i search: for my happiness
i believe: tht i can be stroner
i wonder: if you'll ever knw
i regret: many things
i love: many people
i care: for many
i always: think too much
i cry: when i'm hurting
i fight: when i'm angry
i write: my diary
i win: nothing
i lose: you
i confuse: myself
i listen: when people hurt
i need: you
i breathe: the swt morning air
i should: fade away and die
i dream: of everything
i feel: alone and sad
i am not: happy
i have: nobody

2003-06-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

sucha smart ass. guess wad smart thing i did today. i lost my hp. arghs. im sucha silly. n i dun even know where i lost it. i tink it was in the mango changing rm. *sighs. +(. oks. mummy was quite nice abt it. i mean at least she din scold me. but she nagged a lil. *sighs. n i got a new phone. 6610. yeah man. but arghs. i cant believe i was so careless. +(. alrights. im happy n sad at the same time. *blames self.

2003-06-23T14:43:00.000+08:00

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2003-06-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday partner !! x)
bing: heyas my dear partner. hope u enjoyed urself today. anyways. how was ur competition? hoped it went well alrights. anyways. was really glad to see u the other day after sucha long time. x). u take care lots kays. thanks for being sucha good friend. x). love ya lots. *bigg huggs.
happy birthday piggie !!
sat
had amazing race. well. quite tiring. n considering to the fact that i sat the longest bus ride ever. 1hr n 30 mins. *gosh. nearly died. butt was aching. =|. but not too bad besides the travelling part. x). dinner was. *surp. yummilicious. mmms. hahas. rode on jias bike after sucha long time to jarels hse. funn. x). played mah jong n r.o.c.k. hahas. x). daddy fetched me home. reached hm at ard 12am.

2003-06-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

sighs. im so confused ~~confused~~ confused ~~confused~~ confused ~~confused~~ confused ~~confused~~ confused.

2003-06-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

played badminton with dern, jia, kervin, alph, mun whye, trina, boss n jude. and while walking there saw alan. mmms. n i saw marcus with him. totally ~~shocked~~ din know they knew each other n were even in the same swimming team. woah. so coincidental. singapore is really small ehs. hahas. bathed. went to town with dern n mun. jia met us ltrs. took neo with mun n jia cos dern left to meet her mum. accidentally hit jias head. wopps. =X. after that met up with my mum n sis. shopped a lil. ate crepes. n i drip one whole chunk of chocolate ice cream on my white c.k shirt. erghs. im sucha cluts today. =|.
thursday
went for tuition. then met up with jia kervin boss n alph. im sucha meano. fancy suaning my pts. =X. hahas. i played arcade again. hahas. i think im totally addicted to that game. wheee. hahas. ~~silly~~ me.

2003-06-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

filmed. well. slpt at 2+ n woke up at 7+. tired. major big eye backs. wad else? after that went to return the cam w mun n jia. then went to town to meet alph. bing. kervin. lizzie. x). x). played arcade. funnn. x).

2003-06-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

arghs. why does pple hav to copy the way i type my msges? arghs. its like. arghs. cant they be more orginal? i mean one or two here n there is ok. but not like copying the whole of my sentence structure? arghs. wadeva. being paranoid n pmsy i guess. gees. but. mmms. i just prefer differing from others. cant help it rights? gosh. some people shld just be much more original. bleahs. anyways. went to meet jia. then leo alph sapo n his girlfriend came. x). after that met up w my mym to watch finding nemo. nice movie. funny n cute n sweet. x). m sucha good dotter rights? hees. wells. talked to jia abt lotsa stuff. mmms. guess that life is kinda complicated now for each of us at this pt of time.

2003-06-17T00:33:00.000+08:00

filmed today w mun, clar, aud, manda, alph, jia, kervin. mmms. din film much? sighs. just wished that we got that whole part done. but nahs. din film finish. mmms. i guess i shant get. hrmms. so bothered abt ipw? but. it counts in my exam. so yahs. =|. anyways. jia was really noisy today? =|. lols. dunnos wad happened to him. i guess cos he din slp. but yups. glad he helped us play the male leading actor. x). sucha good pts ive got. x). well. alph cam dwn. wrote out the whole chunk for us. x). sucha sweet kor. n kervin helped us buy drinks n carried my bag. sucha nice ptb. x). your mean the world to me. x). wont know wad i'll do without the 3 of ur. x).

2003-06-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

was late meeting the rest today for ipw. din film today. planned where wad n how to film. after that walked ard. mun went for training. pet went to play bball. aud n i went to novena to meet joshua. slacked. played some silly game. epps. lols. aud n josh went home. met up with pts. x). accompanied him to tp to cut his hair. ate. then went to bishan n walked ard. got new machinecal pencil from muji. niceee. hees. thanks pts. *smack. pts accompanied me back to novena. how sweet. x). went to eat dinner with mum n sis at whampo market. mmms. x).

2003-06-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

wells. thanks all those babes for ur msges alrights. love u all to bits. anyways. i guess i shldnt have made things worse. we're both at fault. n if we keep blaming each other. we'll end up losing this friendship. n this whld be the last thing that i wan to happen. i guess its hard to mantain good frenships from diff class. n girls are more sensetive n easily jealous. wells. anyways. hope things whld be alrights. n i just wanna let DERN know that I LOVE U FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!

2003-06-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

wells. dunno if she be reading this but. like wow u finally replied me. n get this straight oks. i NEVER treated u as a spare tire. i've always treaded u as my BESTEST FREN oks. n now u come n say that i've been treating you as a spare or using you. just be careful with ur words oks. u can hurt someone real bad without knowing it. n if i din care abt u or whether i wanted to save this frienship whld i give a fcuk abt u nt calling me anymore or not going out anymore? n like hello you are the one who keeps saying u gotta do this u gotta do that but wad do i know? u end up in town with ur other friends. aren't you more like the one that is treating me as a spare or using me? thats why i dun call u or as k u out anymore cos i know wad the outcome is gonna be. and abt that that fren that i didnt like. i admit i din like her last time. n the last thing on the world was to be friends with her. but thats was all the past. but i somehow thot that i shld try to be nicer n alph whld be happy if i was on better terms with her n all. n now i seem like strangers to you. n i always sit with her for recess with clar n jam n all but u dun notice it. ur just too busy with ur class pple lahs. thats im oblivious to u. dun need to bother abt me. n nw u say all this fcuk abt me? like wad the hell. i know that u n ur bb r just frens. but im not blind oks. i know wads happening. even if u dun like him. i know that maybe he likes you. n dun tink im talking rubbish oks. n i no longer like him. but have you heard of once bitten twice shy? remember abt the other b dun tell me u dun remember. wadeva it is lahs. you go tink wad i say n im not the one jumping into conclusions. ur the one oks. n again. ive NEVER treated you as a spare or was using u i always treated you as my BESTEST FREN. someone who whld always be there for me. but now. see wad it turns out to.

2003-06-09T23:44:00.000+08:00

uh ohs. checking papers tmr. =/.

2003-06-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

mmms. supposed to have tuition today. but at the last minute he cancelled it. sucha idiot. *makes face. make me stay home the whole day. lols. nvms. sucha good girl. x). x).

2003-06-08T12:40:00.000+08:00

*yay* changed the template. x). x). nice. hees. well. was my cousins wedding yest. they look so cute!! and they're sucha funky couple. hahas. x). aiis. anyways. im finally smiling. x). hees. wells. home alone nows. hahas. can do wadever i want. so fun. lols. ~~crazy~~ me. hahas.

2003-06-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

wells. talked abt her. n everytime its brought up. tears just cant help but roll down. but did manage to keep it back there. prolly thats why i dun wanna talk or even grieve a word abt it. no more sweet loving memories. but all so miserable memories is left lingered in me. wells. i guess this friendship may never work out again. ~~never~~. kinda sad come to tink of it. we're like ~~strangers~~ now. x(. x(.

2003-06-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

thursday
went to twn with lp dear. was supposed to watch movie with her other two friends joshua and vincent. but they ended sch late so watched with lp only. mmms. bruce almighty. nice. hees. teared bits. but was funny too. n its oh so sweet. x). x). met up with josh n vince after that. walked ard. took neos. lols. retards man.
friday
went to eat lunch with lp dear agains. hees. seem to be spending lots of time with her. x). x). then these few kcp guys kept staring at us. like wth?? aiis. epps. anyways. met up with joshua for awhile. lp headed home with him. went home too.

2003-06-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

sighs. exams r over. i shld be happy. but. oh wells. sighs. im just so lost. lost in my own world. i dunno wad to do. but i dun wanna confide in anyone. or maybe pple who knows her. i jus tink that it wun be good. maybe i'll jus spoil the goody two shoes impression of hers. gees. overall i jus dun wanna talk abt it to anyone. i dunnos why also. arghs. shall not talk abt it anymore. all i know im lost. well. got sabo today. damn. now im the games vice chair. gees. had ipw. sighs. cried over some stuff. im at wits end. not know a single thing to do. but i guess this r jus parts n parcles of life. but its sucks. plainly sucks. why does eveything ard me seem so stressful. arghhs.

2003-05-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

lumdidums. i tink im going crazy. lp called today. talkin to her was hilarious. lols. she made me laugh so much. cos smth funny happened to her. but shant say wad. otherwise she proly kill me out of maluation. hahas. oh wells. was in a really laughin mode just now. couldnt stop laughin at the slightest thing. x). x). crazy me. ~~im hungry~~ oh ohs!! i proud of my art. x). think i made a great effort in it. *smiles. well hav art exam tmr. chiao. wish me luck. x).

2003-05-29T14:53:00.000+08:00

well. wells. suppose to go study with clarissa. but shes aslp. lols. that girls a real piggy i tell u. hehes. havin chi tmrs. bad bad bad. i dunnno a single word. *prays hard i'll pass* drew this pipe pic for my art last night. actually morning. hehs. its like abt a3 size. dunno how the hell im gonna shade it. oh nos. 4 more subs n exams r over. but it seems like foreva. =/. pray hard i'll pass my exams. =|.

2003-05-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

*shuts ears* m not a happy girl tonight. =(.

2003-05-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

well wells. hrms. dun need to go sch early tmr. x). thats good. but one thing thats aint good is that i havent studied for lit. oh yahs. n i din do 3/4 of my section C maths paper. wow. such a smart ass simone. epps. din hav time to finish. or rather a was taking my own sweet time to do it until the very last min. but i dun tink i whld have been able to finish it in time still. too hot n humid. so was havin abit of a headache. shall go study soon. before i really flunk eveything. yikes.

2003-05-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

*smiles and jumps ard like a mad bunny* m a happie lil girl tonight. x).

2003-05-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

well. well. clar came to my hse. bathe changed. went to twn to meet ling n momo. gen was there. n her fren rick n colin n ian came. yups. was supposed to study. but din really study that much. n i cant remember a ting now? i dunno how im gonna pass my exams. sighs. just hope i'll be able to get everything into my head. arghs. thats hard. cos i aint got a photographic memory. epps. wish i had one. yups. but did enjoy myself. n my dear bitching partner. thanks for e earings. x). love them. hehes.

2003-05-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

my sis is sucha major big fucking bitch!!!! arghs!!!! hate her to the core!!!!! she sucks like fuck. epps. stupid piss of shit. havent fouhgt with her so badly in years. n now im crying like a silly goose infront of the comp. arghs.

2003-05-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

wow. i havent updated for 5 days. my. my. lols. i sound so. hrms. bimbotic? hahs. yups. today was sucha hetic day. gosh. had english exam. i screwed it up. like really screwed. i tink i wrote outta point for my comp. epps. epps. =|. =|. then had to stay back for art. couldnt be bothered to do it properly? so it came out like shit? oh wells. its a ca only. not counted in exams. phew. hahas. then rushed home for a maths tuition. gosh. m glad im sitting here infront of e comp no. x). x).

2003-05-11T13:34:00.000+08:00

wells. went twn with clar n jia on fri. met kervin after he finished work. bought earings for my mummy. nice. hehes. hope she likes it though. well. have been goin out lots with clar these days. x). really enjoy myself with her. x). x). jia n kervin too. after twn went to cous hse. all of us were like to tired. we were like 'camping' in the living rm. thats wad my aunt said. hahas. x). wells. hrms. suddenly tinkin abt dern now. m drifted apart from her. seem to know nth abt her anymore. just hugs hi n bye. epps. just wanna let her know i love her n miss her lots. =|. =|. mui mui u hear that? oh wells. sat went to sch. slpy. didnt wanna wake up for sch. went hm. then went to church. hrms. jia n leo had a hair cut. they look much betta now. x). went yo untied square to eat din with league pple. was damn funny. hehs. x).

2003-05-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

havent been updating my blog. opps. too tired. oh wells.

yesterday
went to twn with clar mummy. went to ptb's(kervin) workplace. met jia there .was my pts(jia) bday. hees. saw wyn n her frens. then saw ling n gen. ling ran all the way out just to say hi to us. shes sucha sweetie. x). x). took lotsa pics with my cam. n with clars new phone. x). x). really enjoyed myself. x).
HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAAAAAY PTSSSSS! x). thanks for always being here for me alrights. esp. when times i really needed someone to talk to. to cheer me up n all. really dunno wad i'll do without u. thanks lots. *mwahs. love u loads. n nth whld change that alrights. really thanks for eveything. x). anyways hoped u like the pressie n all alrights. x).

today
had maths test. home. then tuition. hehs. fun. lols. thats becos i had nithya n mathilda. us crazy women. actually its me n nithya. lols. we're such crappy pple i tell u. laughed so damn much. x). slacked at the bus stop for awhile. was talking abt some personal stuff. hehs. saw eugene n terence there. guess it was after their bball training. been really happy these few days. hope it'll stay that way. x). x).

2003-05-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

sch. guess wad? i passed my phy test. miricle. lols. thot i'll fail real bad or smth. oh wells. hehs. just glad. x). ears damn pain agains. *rubs* epps. dunno whys. =|. did my lit hw. oh fine. amost done. hehs. x). nth much to blog. my ears killing me. =|. =|.

2003-05-04T01:28:00.000+08:00

din go to sch today. rushed down to church. was late as usual. lols. hair was wet n all. was planning to study a lil today before goin to church. but guess wad? i was slacking. oh my. im so dead. mid yr is like so soon. oh no no no. im screwed. =|. the seminarian thingy was super funny. hehs. enjoyed lots. they were like quite lame n all. n guess wad? they're priset to be. funky ehs. hahas. cheered me up lots. x). the power of god? lols. felt much betta. aint that down no more. x). wells. went for my dahling pts bday party today. hahas. aint his actual though. enjoyed my self. x). took lotsa pics. will scan them once its developed. x). slp time. nights.

2003-05-03T11:49:00.000+08:00

was ling's bday yday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LING AKA BITCHING PARTNER! x). hehs. opps. din go sch today. epps. sch on sat. sighs. hahas. nxts wks the last wk. =). hehes. boreds. lols. gonna go find stuff to eat now. chaos.

2003-04-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

sch. training. watched rugby finals at police academy. acs(i) vs sas. obviously acs(i) won. opps. lols. had to take temp before going in. epps. n the grounds were so muddy cos of the rain. shoes bag socks all muddy. epps. cous n piggie was there but din see either of 'em. hrms. saw someone that looked familiar. smiled at me. realised that he was in my tuition class only when he walked pass. opps. abit slow todays n din know he was in acs(i). hahas. was feeling like shit just nw. thanks gina aud lizzie jia for being there for me aiights? love yas all. x).

2003-04-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

back in sch todays. ohyscis test. din even study n dun listen during phy lesson. im so gonna fail like shit. i din even know wad crap i was writin. got back maths c.a had 17/20 *jumps ard like a mad bunny* hehes. so happy. x). ipw. playing back the stuff we had video-ed was super funny. lols. nearly died of laughter. lols. MISS CUTE i know wad ur going thru now is painful but u musnt let it affect u. just forgot abt him. i know its not easy but u'll nv know until uve tried. n stop doin stuff that whld scar u. it aint gonna help u forget abt him. i dun wan u to look back n regret. take my advice oks ele. remember im stuck to u. so if theres anything i'll be here to catch u. x). i wanna see the same old happy bubbly cute ele. u hear that? if not i'll bring u to wood bridge. =P. at least i know u'll be happy there. x). luff u lots aiights. *sad* cos ms cute's *sad* x(. takkaire oks. miss u lots. *pulls hair until there isnt any left*

2003-04-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

i din go to sch today. epps. my ear is like damn damn damn pain. was tossing n turning in bed last night. couldnt get to slp cos of the pain. *ouch* it still kinda hurts now. epps. when whld the pain go away? epps. shoo shoo shoo. =/. i miss eveybody in sch. my marmie. lp. fb. partner. bitching partner. muimui. miss prettier. your hear that? n everybody else. =|.

2003-04-27T19:29:00.000+08:00

tuition. rot at home.
to my ever dearest dahling miss cute. u hafta cheer up aiights. not for me but for your own good. love you tons. x). *mwaks

2003-04-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

cut hair yday. but cant really tell the diff. its still long. gonna keep it. *big smiles. sch for my sch today. cos we had 3 days more of march hols. epps. gotta go back for 2 more sats. oh no. there goes my sat man. cath class. mass. epps. oh wells. tired. gotta go do hw. epps. hope i can ta han. =|.

2003-04-24T22:10:00.000+08:00

oh yahs. smth funny. the other day in sch. was walkin back to class. *piannnng* lols. sam see broke the sink. lols. she accidentally hit it n it dropped. *falls off chair* damn funny. then she went to tell jo teo. lucky she din get punished. lols.

2003-04-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

my sis's a major bitch bitch bitch bitch bitchhhhh!! arghs. ass. *blood boils* anyways. went out with my dahling marmie n lp todays. x) love them so much. hehes. met up with kervin. then momo n my bitching partner ling. hees. took neos. nice nice. hehes. tuition. met up with my pts for awhile. he was late. epps. =|. went home. took mrt to novena. then took cab. sras. *scared* heh hehs.

2003-04-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

to someone doubt u whld be reading this but oh wells. u told someone that i din ans ur question so u left so early yday. like hello i din even hear or know that u asked me anything. epps. wadeva. be that way if u wan to. i talked to u today then u give me attitude like wth. arghs. me: why yday u left so early? you: i dunno what ur talking abt wad so i leave. it was charis bday yday lohs. at least give her some face rights. wadeva lahs. up to u.

2003-04-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

epps. oh wells. shant talk abt tt thing anymore. lalas. had training. fun. hehes. oh wells left my shoe bag in sch. went back to see if it was there. it wasnt. end up crapping with my p.e tcher n principal. shocked? lols. eppps. jo teo aka dm aka form mistress just call my hse. reminded me to bring my from. the sars thing. hahas. my p.e tcher called too. told me she found my shoe. *yays* x)

2003-04-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

to that irritating descipable ass alien who put that stupid thing on my gbk. epps. spoil the names of stephanie n gina onlis. gosh. how could u do that to both my dahlings? u suck major big time man. gottit? so just shooo n stop irritating the shits outta us! u degraded piss of shit. buzz off. go find better stuff to do.

2003-04-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

oh gosh how could i forget it my dahling jies bday! dawnnys!!! HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEE BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY *MUAHS LOVEEEEEE U LOTS N LOTS N LOTS!!! x). *SMILES. hehes. ilu. *hugs

2003-04-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

oh yahs. got a new daddy(boss) yday. hahas. had p.e. ran 10 rounds. epps. after ipw course. went home. bathe. changed. went town. celebrate charis bday. not her actual date actually. u wun be reading this but. CHARIS HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY LOVEEEEEEEE U LOTSSSSS N MISSING U LOTSSSS!!! x) *MWAKKKKKS

2003-04-22T16:10:00.000+08:00

in sch now. poor fB fell down. so poor thing. lols. hahas. she just saw this *hugs* get better soon aiights. love u. hehes. having ipw course now. betta go now. before the gay tcher screams at me!

2003-04-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

wyn. epps. u cheer up oks. x). its all over so no point looking back. it'll just make you sadder. *smiles* im here for u n many others too. =o) *bigggg huggggs

2003-04-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

*screams* I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MYYYYYYYYYYYYY LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!!! u hear that? *WINKS* LOLS!!! *MWAKS *MWAKS *MWAKS

2003-04-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

tuition. my hair grew! *yays* hehes *jumps up and down* lols. oh no. i think im going crazie. lols. anyways. i miss miss cuter ele. =(. sobz.

2003-04-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

lalalas. was at home the whole day. bored. doing hw. so guai. lols. x).

2003-04-20T12:32:00.000+08:00

yest. had tuition. noisy. went for vigil. my pts look so yandao. lols. got a lift home from eve. x). poor nana n mel fell aslp. wopps. =X.

2003-04-18T01:14:00.000+08:00

went out with daph jia alph liz yest. jia n alph left earlier. the 3 of us took neoprints. lols. saw ling n jena n dawn n celest. nic and dawn koh. she looks diff now. finally got to talk to her yest. painted the class today. went to meet daph mindy desmond n elgene at sumo bento. walked ard. slacked. went for tuition. went to church. met jia boss alph gina robin stef. ate din with gina n robin. i love my miss prettier nana.x).

2003-04-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

lessons as usual. boring. had ipw. not bad. lols. mmm. sch. tink i shld just try to like it. it'll be betta that way. maybe it aint gonna be that bad afterall. x). slpy. shall go slp soon.

2003-04-14T20:49:00.000+08:00

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2003-04-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

went to cous hse. fri sat sun. baked brownies. sat night. freakin good. nv baked such good stuff before. lols. slpt at 11 last night. din fall aslp until 2. was damn tired. first day of sch. new place. with painted tables. lols. havent clean them. dun wanna clean mine. cos its pink. hehes. =X. sitting right at the back with my fb. nice sitting at the back its damn hot. prays hard that mun brings her fan tmr. had some stupid shit sars quiz. lols. had a talk by ms tan (principal) wads new. so damn long. new canteen vendors. very lil food. sis bday today. lols. happy birthday. going to swensenses ltrs.

2003-04-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

my piggieee. so cuteee. hahas. u hear that. hehes. miss cute. ur sucha sweeetie. man. i love u so much. 0=). oh wells. we shall go out. some day yahs. hahas. when all of us are free. went to my cous hse. baked brownies. din turn out that gd. fB ur sucha dear. i love u so much. remember abt first day of sch. hehes. dun make me wait. *stickout tongue*

2003-04-11T01:41:00.000+08:00

wells. went to alph grandmas wake today. after tuition. sighs. tmr still got make up tuition. coz of the stupid sars thing. dammit boring.

2003-04-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

had tuition. lols. din finish my hw. woops. =X. tired. although i slpt so much. guess cos. i havent slp so well for so long. eppps. feel like a pig. but i am. lols. lilpiglet i mean. 0=). oh wells. lols. oh yeah. got a new pet piggie hahas. dirty cute piggie. lols.

2003-04-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

just came back not long. from church. had praise and worship practice. funnn. hahas. lucky had my wyna n ptb to accompany me. lalalas. got so much a maths hw. tuitions tmr. shit man. hope i can finish it all by tonight.

2003-04-08T18:11:00.000+08:00

i din get e wrong idea. havent got e wrong idea. n wun get e wrong idea. oh wells. its gone. n i miss it so much. nth can describe. how much i do. sighz. maybe i shldnt have told u. dan tings whld be e same. at least i wun lose smth that can nv b replaced. but i cant do anyting nw. even if i regret. i shall just move on. its hard. but time whld heal wounds n i hope i'll get back that smth.

2003-04-08T18:06:00.000+08:00

oh wells. todays a sad day. everyting seems wrong. nt only for me. but for someone else. that persons much worst dan me. as in much much much worst dan me. how much bad stuff can happen to someone. sighz. i just hope everything goes smoothly.sunshine after the rain.

2003-04-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

dahling muimui
yooohooo
hehe
hrms.
i wun *ahems* again
i hope
i really really hope
pain
*ouch*
hehes
yups
ilu
hehe
thanx for being cheerin me up just now kays
smauckx*
luff u n miss u
see u on thurs yeah?
hehe

2003-04-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

dearest miss cute
i love u
u hear that
hahas
yeah
we'll cry togethers
we'll forget togethers
we'll do everything to togethers
remember im still stuck to u
hehes
with
mmm
super glue
nahs
stronger then that
hehes
i miss u heaps
hope the sars things faster over
then i can go out with u
*excited* to go out with miss cute
hehe
*mwaks
loveee youuu (echo echo echo)
hehehes

2003-04-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

to one n only fB
heys dear
thanks for being here for me yahs
love you loads
thanks for ur lame jokes n all
hehes
but yeah
it did make me luff
really
oks heres my dahlings lame joke to me
"i'll try my dear.
*pet gives fG a tight hug*
cry n u'll feel better.
If i cn tmr,
i'll make u smile!
=D
i'll peg myself on e laundry line just to make u laugh"
lols
hrms
i burst out luffing
couldnt help it
lols
*mwaks
luff yax fB
really hope to see u tmr

2003-04-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

why must it have to end up this way

2003-04-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

dan wuds bear bear n all?
wudeva
lifes like this
gotta live with it
no matter
how painful it is
maybe i shldnt have
wrote all those stuff
maybe i shld have
just kept it to myself
oh wells
anyways
miss cuter
i hope ur aiights
dun be so sad aiights
u still have me
u'll forget abt it soon
time whld heal wounds
although
i know it aint gonna be easy
but yahs
try ur best aiights
luff ya loads
*hugs

2003-04-07T18:22:00.000+08:00

oks
leave this stupid shit aside
hrms
i just wish we could be
real good frens?
like stuff i can tell u
n vice versa?
sighz
like we're drifting apart
i mean
somehow i wish
we'll be the same agains
like last time?
yeah
thats all ive gotta say
hrms
reply asap?
yahs
love u loads
as a friends

2003-04-07T17:54:00.000+08:00

fuckkkkkkk
i hate myself
why cant i forget u
i thot i was doing fine abt it
but back now
its the same thing
arghs
i still like you
roars
im at lost
i dunno wad to do
im jealous
u hardly tell me stuff
sighz
cant the jealousness just
go away
dammit
miss cute!!!
i wish u were here now
i need u badly
i know u feel the same
the same way as i feel now
but ur trying very hard to cheer me up
thanks dear
thanks for being sucha sweetie
thanks for always being here for me
i love you lots
miss u heaps too
*bigg huggs*

2003-04-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

i wonder if
he came
into ur life
whld u still
wanna leave
all i can do now
is sit here n cry
n wonder
nw that ur leaving
im lost without u
lost for words
hw much i dun
wanna see u leave
im nt the most hurt
but yet i cant do anything
nothing to help him
nothing
nothing at all

2003-04-06T18:53:00.000+08:00

hrms
have not been
slping well
these few days
sighz
dunno why also
guess im thinking
too much
but the best thing is that
i dunno wad im thinking abt
sighs
betta sort out stuff
i think my minds all
hay wire
confused
arghz
hate this feeling

2003-04-06T03:16:00.000+08:00

sighzzzz
cant slp
or rather
dun wanna slp
all ur fault
sobz

2003-04-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

dahling partner(mun whye)
lols
hahas
just wanna tell u
go for it yahs
i'll always be there to support u
u takkaire lots yeah
miss u heaps
havent seen u for so long
neither have we gone shopping!
lols
how can
hahas
u takkaire yahs
hope to see u real soon

2003-04-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

lalalas
went for mass just now
hehs
gotta see some of my frens
smiles
hrms
caught up with alphie
during mass
opps
hope we din
make too much noise
hahas
i miss cath class
i miss sch
lols
i tink im crazie
hehes
oh wells
actually dun miss sch
i miss all my frens
sobz
miss you list(sch peeps)
dahling muimui
dahling marmie
dahling lp
dahling fb
dahling partner
my wyna
miss prettier
sam jie
n those i left out
miss u too
*mwaks

2003-04-05T16:54:00.000+08:00

it was just
a crush
a fling
it seemed so real
but now
so fake
oh wells
but im glad its all
over
smiles
anyways
miss cute
miss u lots
i hope ur feeling better
no point poundering over it
aiights
just remember
i'll always be here for u
love you so much
smawks*
people change
n hate it

2003-04-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

just came back from my cous hse
lols
fun
played cards
played pool
learn to play some song on the piano
great achievement
hehes
oh yahs
baked cupcakes
yum
like all 12 cupcakes gone among 4 pple
thats how good it is
hahas
sorries
couldnt save any for ur
lols
yups
anyway
thanx cp
for helping me with
a maths last night
yups
heees

2003-04-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

slpt at 4am last night
was playing online pool with cp
hahas
sucha nice cp accompanied
and missed watching soccer
awwws
how sweet
hahas
lalala
im so screwed
i've got so much a math tuition hw
shit man
n tuitions like tmr
today must burn midnight oil
lalala
must go find someone to pei wo
haha

2003-04-03T15:18:00.000+08:00

havent done finish ipw
neither eng project
sighz
oh wells
im hungry
feeling kinda down now
no idea why
sighz
whhhy
-lifes like this

2003-04-02T18:48:00.000+08:00

i miss my dahling ms cute
sobz
wonders how shes doing
guess i'll msg her ltrs
thats if i remember
hehes
oh wells
anyways
gurls n guys
have fun tagging
heeees

2003-04-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

hmms. i dont like simone's mouse.
=\ *scared* so big ones!
bigger than me!
*pets acting lame*
gee. i'm down w a sickness.
its called clumsiness.
its a very serious sickness.
*sigh* i dont want to die.
i'm still small.
HELP ME! *innocent look*
=D haha. small girl w big mouth.
*nods head* audrey standg on
my left. fG standg on my right.
*guardien angels* 0=) ha. simone's
supposedly angelic look.
*ouch* fG pokie me. painful.
lala. Mud eating sweet.
cos she not sweet enough.
=\ *ouch* i kenna pinch by fG
n whack by mud.
so un-siwen.
*shakeshead*
oh +Pet+ here. =)
To my fG n Mud.. Love U gaLs.

2003-04-02T16:18:00.000+08:00

lalalas
pet n aud r at my hse now
hahahas
we're suppose to be doing ipw
but yeah
we're slacking
as usual
we're watching some cooking show
lols
pet switched it on
hahas!
dunno why also
shes crazie
wahahahas!
aud "i tink shes want to be a future housewife"
pet fG so mean="(
me aawww...dun be sad dear
pet =D
me hahahas *hugz*

2003-04-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

went to novena square
met up with kervin jia boss
crapped
walkd ard
slacked
got a lift home from boss
finally sat on a bike
after sooo looong
hehes

2003-04-01T01:05:00.000+08:00

opps..
sorries ele (goh not ms cute)
hahas
forgot to wish u happy birthday..
one hr late
sorry!
anyway belated happie bdae yahs
loveeee ya loads!
takkaire!
*smaucks*

2003-04-01T00:52:00.000+08:00

for one n only kor (garett)
heyys
cheeeeeerry upp yeahs!
*hugs*
msut takkaire of urself yeah
get well soon!
0=)

2003-03-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

eveythings abt my lil ms cute
lols
so i shall just be fair n write something to the rest too
hehes
urmm
lets see
okz
to all my friends..
i miss u all..
hahaha
i miss ele (ms cuteee)
i miss clar (marmie)
i miss alph (kor)
i miss jia (pts)
i miss benji (fp)
i miss kervin (ptb)
i miss alan (cp)
i miss garett (kor)
i miss audrey (lp)
i miss pet (fb)
i miss dern (muimui)
i miss lan (sp)
i miss peh (kor)
i miss lester (god dardie)
i miss jamie
i miss elsa
i miss alex
i miss ele goh
loveeee alll of urrrr!
smauckx~
n to the rest ive missed out
0=)

2003-03-31T18:31:00.000+08:00

ms cute!
ur sucha cutiee!
*pinches your cheks*
loveeeee u sooo much!
(o=
-hugggz-
thanx dearie for all this yeah
you rock ms cuters world!
hehes
*muackiex*
-ms cuter

2003-03-31T15:59:00.000+08:00

hey sweets !
my dearest little miss cuter.
(: (:
i lovee youu !
and yeah.
am helping u make ur blog.
teehees.
betta love me more fer tht.
ahahahs.
love you tons. (:
-ur little ms cute.